We have moved to Big Biloxi campground and right now i need some time to myself. Events occurred today and i have been devastated. I am struggling to hang onto my faith. Right now i am struggling with a battle . Right now i can’t love God or his so call Christian followers. I am not sure that i ever will be able to again. I am not sure i ever will be able to step foot into another church again. I have tried to pray and I can’t, I have tried to read my bible and I can’t. I have a voice inside my head telling me what a fool i have been to follow Christians so called God. I feel as if i have been stabbed me in the heart. So please bear with me and give me time.
Hopefully i can post soon